I'm missing...

Our little dude tonight....it is 7:53pm and I have seen him a total of 20 minutes today :( and he will be sound asleep dreaming when I get home around 9:30.....this has been a hard day I'll be honest. An emotional day of not being content...wishing i was a sahm and still hoping that day will come. Is it wrong of me to keep praying that day will happen? Is that what God really has in store for our little family?

How could I not love this little dude?? He melts my heart when he reaches with his arms stretched out crying not wanting me to leave him. I feel so guilty leaving my own son and going to work and seeing him 3 hours a day :( ok I'm a mess....pray for me :)

Ps pray for my husband he is going for something that could potentially land me at home :) I just pray and trust that the Lord know whats best for little family :)

...leaves, oh my!...

this is hands down my favorite time of the year. harvest in full swing, leaves changing colors, pumpkin patches(hoping to go soon), and everything pumpkin :)

this afternoon we spent some time in the great outdoors raking leaves and our little dude was crawling/walking/jumping in the leaves that we were raking.







and some fall pretties :)


ps we find out if our little bambino is a 'he' or a 'she' this friday!!! we can't wait! :)